January 11, 2009

• this is a post to good-bye my facebook.

  i hope i can cut all those unrelated links between me and some other hi-bye friends.

  i suddenly missing xanga a lot, for it representing my youth. my flaming youth.

  i lost any of them anyhow.

   

  i feel like walking alone all the time. people getting away from me. everything's virtual.

  my sense of reality coming from this wearing keyboard, i type to forget my sadness. but it never works, or makes me feel a second of relief.

   

  hows everything? how are you?

   

  any readers here? who is reading me now? me is reading me?  me is calling myself zena.

   

   

  freaking lonely

  and thanks for your letters, to the one not having this xanga.

  freaking lonely and cold tonight.

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

  and i feel hard to explain to the rest of the world

   

  • 1:35 pm
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