May 25, 2009

• one of the songs i cant get out of my mind. a western version lyrics about how human being crash together and seperate by a very chinese concept 緣

  surprisingly, a lot of people found that this song from "the cardigans", representing the moments of their life.  

   

  communication. for you. and for my last day of 27 years.

   

   

  For 27 years I’ve been trying to believe and confide in
  Different people I’ve found.
  Some of them got closer than others
  And someone wouldn’t even bother and then you came around
  I didn’t really know what to call you, you didn’t know me at all
  But I was happy to explain.
  I never really knew how to move you
  So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins
  And I saw you
  But that’s not an invitation
  That’s all I get
  If this is communication
  I disconnect
  I’ve seen you, I know you
  But I don’t know
  How to connect, so I disconnect
  
  You always seem to know where to find me and I’m still here behind you
  In the corner of your eye.
  I’ll never really learn how to love you
  But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.
  
  Where I see you
  And that’s not an invitation
  That’s all I get
  If this is communication
  I disconnect
  I’ve seen you, I know you
  But I don’t know
  How to connect, so I disconnect
  
  Well this is an invitation
  It’s not a threat
  If you want communication
  That’s what you get
  I’m talking and talking
  But I don’t know
  How to connect
  And I hold a record for being patient
  With your kind of hesitation
  I need you, you want me
  But I don’t know
  How to connect, so I disconnect
  I disconnect.

   

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  simple wordings, true feeling, direct.

  we always miscommunicate. i m talking and talking to explain myself, i feel bored. so i disconnect.

  i m not connected with anyone. maybe you now. maybe he or she, but why bother?

  i come and touch you and love you, you hide at first and then you try to seek me when i decided to leave.

  my symptom of hysteria are blooming. i am getting more complicated as i didnt want to lie for my simplicity. if i act like a rational and thoughful one, i hv to think in a complicated manner.

  i m changing.

  i rather eaten by a real monster and soaking into the realm of orgasm.

  or i chose to believe in the holy GOD. which morality has found their homeland.

   

  i want to disconnect. who am i?

  i yell tenderly

  i yell tenderly, my love.

   

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