December 21, 2012
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i really hate being with family, this bond disgusts me a lot.
i jealousy people with happy family.
i dun have a happy family and i hate the warmth projected by the so called family unit.
if i dun hv serious illness, please let me be alone when i become older, or only with my spouse.
i dun think i need friends sometimes. if they need me, i appear.
i m nothing, and i m useless to the family.
but family is also my burden. i hate paying money endlessly while i could expect later i am getting old i m so poor and without my family.
i really dun like others' happy family too. i desire one once but now i just resign.
i hate this. stupid. coldness. careless. and fake smiles.
